It’s been a while since I last posted stuffs here in my private bloggy..but hey.

Things are currently stressin me out right now (yep cos I’m undergoing UPCAT review) geez wish me luck:”(

I’ll be posting new things as soon as I finish this shit (OOPS) so yeah adios.

DAY ONE:

(I was absent lolz)

DAY TWO:

God damn it! I was late so I have to do the duck walk first thing in the morning! it was hard cos the area was so big and the moment I thought it’s OVER they said that I have to do another one so I was like ”Oh no I’m gonna puke here,I’m gonna puke” after that,we did some exercises again which made my body feel shocked ‘bout everything.

I failed the tests cos everything written on my tickler is a big mistake,I mean they changed it when I wasn’t able to go to the training camp HUHUHU.

It was fun tho,I almost cried when they asked us the crawl like a snake (hands at the back + drop then crawl) haha imagine that.After that they asked us to do a human pyramid and I was beside Risialyn and we were like ”OH MY FUCKING GOD I CAN’T BREATHE” haha .

They also asked us to stay on top of the table and when someone falls the game is over (oh I called it a game). By the way,the other consequence
was to remove something from your body. (Poor Joko cos he was just wearing his boxer shorts)

Our assignment was to bring the stuffs needed for military wine (EEK!) and fat worms,cat or dog poop and crashed whiskey bottle.

Damn this day was too exhausting yet fun,I’m also having deep thoughts ‘bout perusing thing I entered.

DAY THREE:

I woke up early and went to school early..I was like ”oh yes my body is already aching and I still don’t know if I can manage to walk but hell yeah I started this shit so Imma end it” (Do I sound ghetto?) twas cool cos it’s 3am and the stars+ the moon is with me while going to school and you’d love the view on SMSI’s rooftop. Ahh mountains+cool breeze+night birds (or bats EEK) city lights,quiet town.

This day was very tiring like the other day..I will just skip some parts due to the ”military secrecy” thing.

So we went under a ”psychological test” and yo it was really FUNNY.Yep really FUHHNYY.

The crashed bottle? we were asked to jump on that..only to know that it is fake. The poop? they asked us to bring that so we’ll think that we’ll actually touch the fuckin poop inside the bowl but the real thing is,they asked us to place our hands inside the fuckin bowl only to touch le bananas (which you’ll think are poop) it was cool cos they were having a great way of thinking HAHAHA. And we all did this while blindfolded so it really is scary.

Yah, I forgot ‘bout the military wine,we drank that and everyone was like ”oh shit we gon barf” but you can’t just barf somewhere else cos you have to lick your own barf if you do,also,you’re not allowed to drink water if the commandant didn’t ask you to do so..it’s a mortal sin for ‘em.

We also did the candy passing thingy..you have to pass the candy ”via mouth to mouth” ahaha.

DAY THREE:

My favorite part was when our instructor asked us to blind fold ourselves then turn around two hundred times and everybody was tumbling down OHYEAAAAAAAH. (everything I write down here sounds fun,why)

ONE HUNDRED SQUATRAS.ONE HUNDRED PUSH UPS.ONE HUNDRED MOUNTAIN CLIMBING.ONE HUNDRED ETC. HARD…

this is the part where I’m slowly dying because it is hard,hard as fuckk.

In our lesson room,they thought us lotsa things..like carrying people,giving first aid,bandaging and more useful.

Okay too tired to tell everything .. the pictures gon tell it Wackeldoo..

DAY FOUR:

My favorite part was when they asked us to spit our saliva inside the plastic cup and then they asked us to drink it. (you see it always looks like it’s fun when I write sumthin serious)

DAY FIVE:

Last day! thank you for changing my perception about everything,this training was the hardest yet the most wonderful shit I entered,every single minute (which I didn’t write here) is unforgettable and extremely EPIC.Thank you guys for teaching me lots of things and making me experience things that are extraordinary for a teen GAL like me. Thank you so much . *Sends love* xoxo

This day was a big challenge for me cos I dunno how to swim haha.We went to Mcdo with sir Duran to celebrate! oh how I wish these were my classmates.I will miss ‘em so much.. friendly people and officers haha PAK ONE PAK ALL. I love you guys together we’re GRANADA.

April 02.03.04.05.2013

GRANADA.

I would like to share this dream I had earlier.No why share,I just want myself to remember this in the future.

I was biking around town when I saw this empty lot,it was a very quiet place and there is a tall tree and a small pond inside it. At the back of the pond and that tall tree (Which I think looks like an Apple tree but it is not clearly stated because in my dream,the tree had no fruit) is a field,a grass field,tall grasses are around me as I went there biking.

It was very surprising because at the very moment that I entered this grass field,I think I discovered a paradise (No not Narnia) there were unknown species of animals around and what creeps me the most is these animals are ten times bigger than they are in real life. ( I remember seeing big chicks,big peacocks,a big green snake and a big dead crocodile)

When me and my bike reached the end of the grass field,I saw a gigantic wooden gate and entered there,there were youths who welcomed me happily and I quickly find some team (Yu kno group of friends) and asked them about the place.

I was so scared because one person from my dream told me that the field I entered was a ”one way in no way out zone” and that person told me that I was very very wrong when I decided to enter that field,that big wooden gate,the person also stated that he’s been staying there for four years already and can not figure the way out.

I started crying and crying because my parents think I’m dead or I vanished quickly and no one could save me because that lot is hidden.

This dream is so mysterious. HOHO I enjoyed the dream tho.

I have been sick for several days now,I don’t think I can manage to go to school on Monday,this is definitely serious,the doctor said I have this thing called “Anemia” and gave me three shots of needle. The first one was for the ”IM” shot *Which I don’t really know,the second one was for the iron and the third needle is for the blood test.Duuude,I think I’m gonna die right now because my left hand is so numb.

But hello,this isn’t AIDS so guess it can be cured,I feel like I can go ”Monkey barring” already *Without the injection* 

OHMYGOSH.LAST DAY ON EARTH AND GAGA IS NOT YET FOLLOWING ME I’M FREEZER BURNIN YO.

Had a boodle fight last yesterday,that was my first boodle fight ever! it was such an epic meal time,we picked all the food that fell on the floor and put it on the Banana leaf again and haha that was okay because I was actually thinking of hungry people (Yep I did it for them)

It was nice having a meal with them because I really feel the brotherhood.Haha legitimate. Before we eat,we had a punishment from our commandant and geez we were really epic because we ate while were running out of water in our body + we’re so tired.We shared cups and saliva and dirt and other random stuffs.

Before we had the boodle fight,I also experienced holding a rifle, I actually picked the heaviest rifle and the bad thing is I went to the headquarters first before anybody else (so that means I can actually pick a light one).

It was fun being with ‘em, we ate pepper when were on the street asked for water and blaaah. Too many jokes while were on our way home!

Our officer is really nice yet tough during training time.

Last night,me and my family went to my aunt’s new crib,there are plenty of ”new” people there.Mom told me that they were my dad’s office mates back then (when I was really really young) So I was really surprised that they know me and my old nickname (which I would not prefer to say because it’s really..) it’s so cute because they explained all the details of my ”YOUNG ME” and that makes me wanna build a time machine and go back.

They were really good,there’s this one girl there who I got introduced to,I dunno her and she does not know me too but they said that we were the closest playmates back then,and we would loiter around the lab and play Super Mario or what so ever.I wanna be friends with her again but I am really a super social awkward gal.

So it was getting boring,I played some classical music but I really tend to be ”out of notes” because it’s been a long time since I held a grand piano ( I mean a piano that’s as big as my aunt’s).

The most exciting part was when we watched in their HOME THEATER! oh yeah, that was so damn cool because I feel like I’m an ultra rich brat  eating pop corn,inside a HOME THEATER.I am not saying that it’s my first time to see and stay inside a home theater but yes it really is my first time because I normally see it on Tumblr dashboards and do it inside my room but that home theater was a very big one and it has 3D stuffs so I felt kinda ignorant,it’s just cool that I can go back there whenever I want to.

By the way,we watched Rio,the story was cool and hey it’s my favorite love story so the moment we went home I tried talking to our young parrots and maybe teach ‘em but I can’t let them go out of the cage. GEEZ.

Hey it’s gonna be summer again! I remember summer like it was just like last year,YES IT WAS. That was one of the worst summers ever.Imagine Lady Gaga went here and I just watched the tickets vanish,By the way I did not attend due to security reasons.The bad thing is they actually allowed me and then retrieved the permission because I told them that I’ll be gone EARLY in the morning and I’ll be back at 1 O’clock in the morning.So what were they thinking? a ”morning concert” haha okay that part was really funny but I still feel the hatred every time I tell this story.Sometimes I feel like a delicate potato because this is the only thing that could make me cry REALLY REALLY HARD. Believe me,every time we pass by the arena (the place where Gaga had her concert) I cant help my self and cry and I feel like there’s a little bulldozer scooping my heart and scissors tearing it to pieces.

I fixed this problem by telling them to allow me to come when Gaga is here again (since I’m already at the right age) .I would not let her slip my ”Chance List” again. EVER.

So off topic, I’m gonna make my 2013 summer count by having bunch of plans,actually me and TenTen are planning our biking ceremonies (why do I call it that way) and her birthday bash,which is gonna be a doughnut party! WOOH.

Have a nice summer everybody.Do not waste it,summer for me is like the REAL start of the year,imagine I did not attend Gaga’s concert and that made me the loneliest mammal breathing and my whole 2012 really sucked. A LOT.

So this post was meant to be a vow.

I Wackeldoo,will surely enjoy my 2013 summer and I will not let anybody ruin it.

Do you sometimes feel like you wanna be famous?

Imagine,the crowd shouting your name,your music;your voice playing in the radio.Isn’t that amazing?YES IT IS.Not only that, you can also experience ”home studying”. Okay I was just kidding about the ”home studying” thing.But seriously, I really wanna be famous,because it might be the only way to reach the feet of the people;internationally.It may also be the only way to understand what really revolves around the music industry,what is beneath and what is the reality about this industry.

I also wanna be famous not to gain attention,but to rejuvenate or restart the session of dreams that built me.Sometimes I feel like I am so lucky to be me and I am so lucky that this is the way I think and this is the way I dream.

So one day when I’m famous,I’m gonna love my fans like they’re my family and friends (artists are not artists without the appreciators)

Fame is not about power it’s about dreams.

Fame is not about hail seeking it’s about inspiring.

Fame is not about money it’s about talent.

Someday,when I’m already famous,I’ll look for this blog post and read this all over again and maybe,cry,for the moment I’m gonna read this again,I’m already a star.

This post goes to all the people saying that society sucks.I for once,said the same thing too and HEY it really sucks.It sucks because it tells you to be like this so it will end up like this and sometimes you have to deal with all the changes it undergoes because you are a part of it.BUT have you ever asked yourself if you also possess all the negativism this society has?

We create our own ”US”and we are our own ”WE” we may criticize the imperfection of others to secure and hide our own flaws but we may never gain the rights to earn the respect of many because we our identical in a way that can never be understood.

You see,this society sucks because it is composed of people who mainly disagrees with unity and righteousness including you and me..if you don’t open your eyes and see the real thing that happens in this fucking world you may sob in your whole life span.

Today’s society is different, people judge you before they know you, they tell you to be who you are,then judge you again, and sometimes you will accidentally learn how to judge others as well.

The main reason for judging is because we, humans are so curious about EVERYTHING. Sometimes,we only look at the negative sides without even appreciating the positive side of a person.

We notice every single thing that matters,(well this does not go with some who does not give a single fu*k about anything) we notice every flaw that others do , we do not understand why they did that ti’ll one day you will notice that you are already the person who does the same.

Life is a cycle, when you judge, you will be judged.

RESPECT & SELF RESPECT

Those are the words that you need for you to survive this modern society.

”Human brain is like a camera, You can only record series of events, but you do not have the capacity to bring back that same time, So are the words your mouth told a soul.”

-WACKELDOO

THIS.Duke.

(December 29 2012)

This is a late update for I know that nobody else views my blog except me,so hello me sorry for the late update me and I love you me for viewing your own blog you’re my number one fan me. Te amo.

Me and my bro’s playmates whose age ranges from eight to twelve (I am not joining Nana and her new baby pal) went camping five meters away from home! at first I find it hilarious because there are rumors that a teen can never be seen having fun with kiddos,but that night made me realize that the rumor was FAKE.

We gathered bunch of used papers (all their test papers with bad scores actually) and burned it for us to have a campfire..we placed it inside the grill and removed the stand plus the gauze like metal (because I dunno how to call it) to create an exact replica of a CAMPFIRE.

We sang all night and tell our own funny adventures and scary stories.You would not believe me,those kiddos knew some unreleased Gaga songs (which I only hear often from hipster-like kids)

We ate hotdogs without marshmallows because me and Aljay emptied the marshmallow jar before everything started.

That night was so so awesome,I would like to be with those kids again (this summer maybe) too bad,the pictures got deleted (Aljay’s fault.ALJAY’S FALUT).There’s this one kid there who loves to look gorgeous every time and I took three stolen photos of her(which are ugly) that I really wanna upload the day after that night.UGH.

HAHAHA. Awesome camp nights are awesome!

Yeah 2013 is gonna be ”one of the best” I will be rocking and kickin! I will make sure that this year will be OH SO FINE.

Look I even crated this 2013 memo can:

Here I’ll put all the amazing adventures I experience everyday and open it again before the first midnight of 2014

Thank you everyone for rocking this year with me,hope ya’ll ROCK 2013 with me to.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY.

01-01-2013

Few weeks ago, I started to join the COCC in my school, you know it’s like a military training if you wanna be an officer.OHMYGARGORYLE. That’s really a pain in the ass haha I can’t posses my ”real self” there because every move you make HAS to be perfect.

But even though things may sound bad like the way I say it, it was still fun haha TOTALLY FUN. In fact, our school nurse told me and Len that joining here is not a joke because it’s ONLY for people looking for adventure and not every high school student experiences this kind of thing so my decision is also a WISE one.

We already had bunch of activities during our first week and HELL YEAH it was so damn hard yet enjoying haha good luck to me and to all the others who joined this funny crap.

JUST HAD A MEMORABLE WEEK!

Yes you might be wondering why, so here’s the story…

DAY ONE : MONDAY (November 26 2012)

We had a “Book Character Costume Day” and all of us wore our costumes with pride.All of us enjoyed the big event.

DAY TWO: TUESDAY (NOVEMBER 27 2012)

Nothing much,just preparations for the Day On Ice.

DAY THREE: WEDNESDAY (NOVEMBER 28 2012)

Day On Ice yeaaaaaaa! I really enjoyed this day because we went to various places and enjoyed! coach Rhafi kinda recognized me (maybe because my other classmates were teasing me) Haha I kinda forgot how to skate at firs but then I learned how to balance STEP BY STEP BY STEP.

Plus later that day, me and my mons+er buddies rushed into the Department store just to smell Lady Gaga’s Fame perfume.WOOH THE SCENT WAS ASTONISHING!!.There are actually bunch of things that happened that day and only my memory can rewind it for me.

DAY FOUR: THURSDAY (NOVEMBER 29 2012)

Recollection day! time for realization and stuffs this day was kinda solemn and kinda cool and yeah, how I wish Fr.Allan was our religion teacher, he made us cry because of his random videos and talks about GOD.I love this day because my soul was replenished.

DAY FIVE: FRIDAY (NOVEMBER 30 2012)

Spent my day with my pal named ”internet” yeah he was so cool and amazing (EVERYTIME) I wish I could marry him.

DAY SIX: SATURDAY (DECEMBER 1 2012)

A day out with TenTen!

lol. We never expected that we’ll be going out at SM South and more random places.We were just strolling and trolling around like ”WOOH! FUCK THE WORLD!!” HAHA this day was so damn fun!

DAY SEVEN: SUNDAY (DECEMBER 2 2012)

I may write ahead of time but yeah,it’s family day tomorrow.Must thank god for all the good things that happened this week and I can’t wait to have a week just like this.It’s so so so so EPIC!

BEFORE MY DAY STARTED, ME, CED AND KOBE HAD A BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN! I SWEAR THIS CHAT HISTORY IS THE MOST MEMORABLE CHAT HISTORY IN THE PLANET.WE LISTENED TO CEDRICK’S VOICE AND WE LAUGHED AT EACH OTHER’S JOKE. 

JOWEL,TENTEN,VERMEER AND LEN WERE SUPPOSED TO BE WITH US BUT WERE GONE BECAUSE OF INTERNET CONNECTION PROBLEMS….

WE WERE COUNTING ”10-09-08..” LIKE KIDDOS WATING FOR THE MASCOT TO ARRIVE, WE SANG AND WE EVEN CREATED OUR STATION NAMED ”THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY WACKELDOO” STATION.HAHA WE ARE OUR OWN DISC JOCKEYS.

WE LISTENED TO SCHEISSE (WHICH IS THE FIRST TRACK I LISTENED TO FOR MY 15th BIRTHDAY) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sNi9nIXxVo

AND KOBE GAVE ME HIS BIRTHDAY SURPRISE:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjF1bG5LUcs

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I REALLY THANK GOD,ALMIGHTY, WHO LET ME EXPERIENCE LIVING IN THIS WONDERFUL WORLD AND WHO GAVE ME ANOTHER YEAR! I ALSO THANK HIM FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS HE PROVIDED DESPITE OF MY WRONG DOINGS.I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH.

I ALSO WANNA THANK MY MOM AND DAD (MY FAMILY) AND ALL MY FRIENDS+ ALL THE RANDOM PEOPLE I KNOW. AND BECAUSE OF THAT I’D LIKE YOU TO TAKE THESE COOKIES FROM ME..WACKELDOO THE OWL.

- THE ”HAPPY BIRTHDAY WACKELDOO” STATION IS NOW ON! PARTY EVERYONE! 

Scheiße

CIAO! :”D

So today while walking home, Precious,Len and I decided to go and visit Khirsten at my former school,it was sad because now only a few people recognized me (maybe because there are new sets of people there HA!). I also saw my former nemesis (UGH my annoying seventh grade teacher) but he’s good in teaching, it was just because I am more childish that time so I had negative thoughts about him, but now I smiled at him, maybe to ask forgiveness for being childish?

Okay so , I saw Sean and lol he ran out of facial cream, his face was full of pimples and stuff, it was UNcool because I acted weird lately plus I am wearing my PE uniform which made me look haggard. They disturbed him and teased us. (WHAT A SHAME) I don’t care because I have moved on, (btw)

So I am planning to go back to STS maybe, tomorrow or next week… and this time I’ll be looking more formal. ARGH pleaaaaase.

Oh! I forgot to mention,awhile ago, I joined the essay contest, I hope I could pass -_-