BELL BOTTOM BLUES

PEEK INSIDE A BRAIN WITH MAGICAL NEURONS.


PERSONAL BLOG.

HAD A GREAT NIGHT TONIGHT! 

Woke up @ 6 Idk why I woke up at this time I ain’t even excited ‘bout prom and min you,I despise it and didn;t wan’t to go tbh but ya.

Went to the mall ALONE to get me new pair of shoe.

Sighhhh the struggle.

Went to the make up station @ 1:05 ang got my hair braided tbh I didn;t like the braid cos it wasn’t meant to be like dat aww.

I HATE MY MAKE UP mum laughed at me and said she didn’t know it was me at first glance haha.

So yea fabb time Len and Kobe went here and we picked Marga and Micka up + went to Bellvue we were like 10 mins late haha.

AND NOW THE FUN PART!!

There was this catwalk like scene in the prom and I turned around like what Katniss did in Catching Fire (In a hope that my dress would become a Mockingjay dress too lol) since my gown looks like Katniss’s mockingjay gown.

THERE WAS THIS DANCE MOMENT AND WTF I DANCED WITH RANDOM PEOPLE BUT HERE ARE THE ONES I REMEMBERED:

Ced

Kobe

Jowel

Noel

Dwayne

Oliver

Ugh random random..

I was laughing @ some of my classmates bc they just unleashed their party animal and I was shucked.

SO YEA TWAS REALLY FUN LIKE I DIDN’T ACTUALLY WANT TO GO HOME AND THERE;S THIIS BRIGHT ACOUSTIC PIANO THERE WHICH I PLAYED BUT I JUST DIDN;T KNOW WHAT CHORDS TO MAKE BC IDK.

OH I LOVE THIS NIGHT.

JUST DON’T EXPECT AND YOU’LL GET MORE TBFH.

Yep big dreams and gettin in this school was one of it but unfortunately,I didn’t make it and omg I can’t help but burst out srysly :l 

Hello my flu is gettin worse ew flu ew.

Who gets sick and captures a selfie then filters it.

First I opened all the good shites last year <3

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And then the rest of my year 2014 book is in my hands!

THANKS TO EVERYONE AND TO MY SIR @GOD FOR THE BIG CONTRIBUTIONS <3

LET’S START A NEW ADVENTURE YAAAS!

IDK WHAT TO ACTUALLY FEEL.

I FAILED THE UPCAT.

NOW WHAT.

I’M SO DUMB AND I HATE ME FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE SPAN HISTORY. 

I MEAN I DIDN’T EXPECT BUT IT STILL HURTS OK.

Everything before me fell down and all the doors shut at the same time,all the hate I harbor is stuck deep inside me,this fate won’t change.

And the shattered pieces of my broken tune sang inside of me,I saw their faces that races out of sympathy.

I can feel like I can actually make a song outta my depression haha : (

I AM LITERALLY DEPRESSED EVEN UP TO NOW BUT I KNOW THAT GOD HAS BETTER PLANS FOR ME.

So me and my pals found a way to forget our UPCAT results haha.

We first went to Preshu’s crib and hang out + practice then went to Len’s crib and sing Christmas carols in their crib.

Then we went to PhilAm and ate red velvet stuffs from Khirsten’s aunt.

AND THIS IS WHERE EVERYTHING WENT RIIGHHT

Our first house was this house with two old people (a grampup and a granny) who are soo cute,yass they gave us our first stranger bucks lol yaas.

AND THEN WE SANG VENUS RANDOMLY.

AND THEN WE RECEIVED 600 BUCKS JUST FOR LOITERING AROUND + SINGING.

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Tbh,I don’t really know how this day went,the morning (MOURNING) part was really awful,and the night part was really cool.

BUT—I’M—STILL—SAD—BOUT THE UPCAT.THE DISAPPOINTMENT LMAO.

O.M.G THIS DAY WAS TIRING,YET SUPER AWESOOME YEAA!

I’d like to start my story when I went to school and got complimented bc of my outfit lol yaas.

Today I gave some of the coolest buds I have different coloured sweaters,Idk I might not see them again after graduation bc I told my brain to have an automatic amnesia after our grad event haha.

So yea the party was great (and we also had an officer party where I had pics from this guy who told everyone that he liked me and Idek why bc I’m really unattractive in person).

SO THIS IS IT  

The fun fuc*king started while we’re already at Filinvest (AKA Festival mall) ugh yea Asian mall,first we went to a hardware store to get Len panda this sticky thanngg to hold her shoe and Joko and I were just trollin around like cave ppl.

THEN WE LINED UP FOR THE ROLLER COASTER TICKETS AHH! 

Roller coasters + Ferris wheel are my favorite (too bad we didn’t ride the Ferris Wheel) and there’s something in these rides that really astonish me;I really enjoyed riding that thang because I was with Len and we were like laughing until the ride ended haha omg I love writing this bc I remember.

Oh yea Jowel and Micka,those two had a good time riding that coaster too haha<3

Next stop was that Max Rider shite that’s inside a FUN HOUSE.

You’ll really find that ironic because it’s a fun house on the outside and a fuck*ing scary place in the inside omfg.

GAHH IT’S ALREADY 2AM AND I’M STILL WRITING THIS ..

NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED THIS DAY BUT I JUST FIND IT PERFECT BC OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE WITH ME + THAT WAS MY FIRST EVER (far) TRIP WITH MY FRIENDS LMAO.

Here is an ugly collage I created to sum all the stories up:

I SAW AN UNIDENTIFIED FLYING THANNG

Idk how to make y’all believe but my huge eyes saw it,I was able to take a photo but it can not be seen from the cam okay bye.

I have to have a proof so I can prove it lol.

I’M GONNA BE A STARGAZER/DETECTIVE sigh.

I’m enjoying this day I swear.

Pizza+ book.

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OMG I JUST PERFORMED ON STAGE.

I can not believe it,I CAN NOT BELIEVE it that was not actually my first time to perform in front of many people cos I already played the piano around the crowd before but I kinda think that was X years ago? and I think I just had a stage fright or whatev do ya call that oh my god the first few seconds of me on stage was like a no no duude my heart was rapidly beating and I went psychotic,literally psychotic.

Yea I really wanted to… ya know,one day perform and eat the stage and that’s what I did.

Our product in MAPEH (Music subject) is our musical performance.

I practiced last Sunday for this yaass.

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I thought it’s never gonna be good because it doesn’t fit my voice,by the way the song is Umbrella by Rihanna (who is also one of my faves).

IT TURNED WELL in the end,everybody loved it and praised me and I feel overwhelmed because I thought it would turn out really really bad.

Thank you Phoenix (piano’s name) + god for being with me I thought I’ll never make it cos I was really shaking before my performance started + I have colds soo phew.

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Shucks I just took the USTET.

9:35 AM

I woke up and checked the time,I went down logged on to some random social networking sites + ate my breakfast/lunch.

I didn’t even bother tah review or whut wth.

11:11 AM


Checked the time and wondered if 11:11 wishes are valid during morning.

Took a bath + fixed everything I need to bring.

12 SOMETHING PM


Dad and I are on our way to UST,I was busy texting Len,mum,TenTen regarding the USTET.

I’m kinda nervous cos I know it’s UST or nothing (Cos I know I didn’t do well on the UPCAT).

(*Sorry for the ”blurness ” lmao I don’t want people to see me taking pictures inside the campus lol)

Btw,that photo is a window view,took this while walking outta the corridor.

1PM


I’m one hour ahead,dad and I were laughing at students who were lining up under the heat thinking they won’t get in fast like duh I even checked the loo and when I went back the line went SMMOOOOTH.

1PM


I’m already inside the St.Raymund building.

The student assistant was telling everyone to go left if their room no. is even and go right if odd and BAAM tbh,I was thinking if 204 is an odd or an even Idk my mind just froze and became imbecile for a moment.

2PM


Female proctor…

Yea it’s okay ..

We were arranged according to our application number.

2PM ONWARDS

Well yea the test was easy,but I kinda think that I’ll fail the Math part cos I suck in Math and y’all know that,if there’s one trait that I’d like to get for being Asian,that would be the ”Mathematical talent” okay .

The proctor let us out at exactly 5:46 and hoooraah.

6PM ONWARDS


Had a break at McDonald’s with dad.

This day is IDK I think I’m gonna pass and think I’m gonna fail due to the Mathematics part oh good lord help me I wanna pass:T

Tonight I didn’t go out cos someone  locked the gate ugh that ruined my night so I just sat near the wall then BAM *megalomania attack.

OH THIS IS ITTTT SHIIITTTT THE DAY HAS COME.

I DIDN’T EVEN STUDY BUT GOOOD FUCKIN LUCK TO ME.

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*Plays Swine repeatedly

*Suddenly finds self.

*Suddenly sees hope,HOPE.

*Lyrics aren’t related but Gaga’s voice is just,just TOO powerful to inspire moi.

So tomorrow I’ll undergo this USTET thing.

Yea some college stuff again,I kinda think this is my LAST chance cos I know I didn’t do well on the other exams ughh wish me luck.

Lmao I woke up at 6AM today,late cos I told Len that I’ll drop by her crib at five;nao we walked to Verm’s neighborhood and walked around and around and around then ate salt bread (which I haven’t tasted for the past months).

PLOT TWIST: After I burned calories,I went home and ate like two buckets of rice :(

And this is me before my USTET.

Lord,god help me,I know I did nothing right but please help me this time.

Btw,I found something new in my closet.Didn’t appreciate that one before.

Okay I’m a teen who loves to sleep all day but actually loves to stay up all night (YEA NIGHT TO DAWN) reason why I love sleeping all day.

So here’s a sneak peek of how I normally spend me nights. (Friday & Saturday nights normally)

1.Sometimes I fry random ”fryable” stuffs down the kitchen and make it my midnight snack.

2.If I’m too lazy to fry random stuffs,I normally sneak sum Cheetos,Doritos or anything crunchy in the fridge. THERE MUST REALLY BE SOMETHING TO SOOTHE MY TONGUE. FOOD SOOTHES IT.

3.It’s either I spend my night watching horror flicks or some Disney shits (no I didn’t mean to call it shit,”shit” is my substitute for the word ”cool”) inside my room (WITH FOOD) or spend my night on Tumblr and Twitter or watch Gaga’s old performances + interviews again and again and again.

4.Sometimes I watch old flicks too,when I say old yea I sort of mean those vintage films but not that vintage (cos some are boring Idk no offense) I watch films from the 80’s-70’s nah I’m not a hippie but I’m really stuck with the old stuffs but DON’T call me a hippie.

5.I normally take photos of me (Yea I have megalomania) and how I spent another beautiful night. Last night were these:

6.Some nights I just feel like throwing a party for myself yea like I dance alone with low music cos they might hear.

7.Some nights I just feel like collecting everything from my closet and match ‘em/pair ‘em with random clothes cool cos they turn fab.

8.Some nights I watch anime or Family Guy or some random seasons from random shows.

9.I always ALWAYS enjoy stargazing,I do this every night (except when my anemia shit (this time I mean this word) is attacking or when it’s cloudy or when it’s raining.

Next year,I’m plannin to have my detachable roof or my mini observatory LOL JK.

Okay so these are just some stuffs I do during night/dawn when my eyes are the only ones blinking and alive.

So yea,rain is still pouring down GREAT way to watch random films inside my newly cleaned and oh so coold room.

I sometimes wish I have a detachable roof or like a mini observatory inside my room ya know,for easier ”stargazing time”.

Okay I’m going back to me room or shall I say, my mini Newyork,Newyork.

Adios~

(PS: How many times did I mention my room in this entry?)