I SAW AN UNIDENTIFIED FLYING THANNG
Idk how to make y’all believe but my huge eyes saw it,I was able to take a photo but it can not be seen from the cam okay bye.
I have to have a proof so I can prove it lol.
I’M GONNA BE A STARGAZER/DETECTIVE sigh.
I’m enjoying this day I swear.
OMG I JUST PERFORMED ON STAGE.
I can not believe it,I CAN NOT BELIEVE it that was not actually my first time to perform in front of many people cos I already played the piano around the crowd before but I kinda think that was X years ago? and I think I just had a stage fright or whatev do ya call that oh my god the first few seconds of me on stage was like a no no duude my heart was rapidly beating and I went psychotic,literally psychotic.
Yea I really wanted to… ya know,one day perform and eat the stage and that’s what I did.
Our product in MAPEH (Music subject) is our musical performance.
I practiced last Sunday for this yaass.
I thought it’s never gonna be good because it doesn’t fit my voice,by the way the song is Umbrella by Rihanna (who is also one of my faves).
IT TURNED WELL in the end,everybody loved it and praised me and I feel overwhelmed because I thought it would turn out really really bad.
Thank you Phoenix (piano’s name) + god for being with me I thought I’ll never make it cos I was really shaking before my performance started + I have colds soo phew.
Shucks I just took the USTET.
I woke up and checked the time,I went down logged on to some random social networking sites + ate my breakfast/lunch.
I didn’t even bother tah review or whut wth.
Checked the time and wondered if 11:11 wishes are valid during morning.
Took a bath + fixed everything I need to bring.
12 SOMETHING PM
Dad and I are on our way to UST,I was busy texting Len,mum,TenTen regarding the USTET.
I’m kinda nervous cos I know it’s UST or nothing (Cos I know I didn’t do well on the UPCAT).
(*Sorry for the ”blurness ” lmao I don’t want people to see me taking pictures inside the campus lol)
Btw,that photo is a window view,took this while walking outta the corridor.
I’m one hour ahead,dad and I were laughing at students who were lining up under the heat thinking they won’t get in fast like duh I even checked the loo and when I went back the line went SMMOOOOTH.
I’m already inside the St.Raymund building.
The student assistant was telling everyone to go left if their room no. is even and go right if odd and BAAM tbh,I was thinking if 204 is an odd or an even Idk my mind just froze and became imbecile for a moment.
Yea it’s okay ..
We were arranged according to our application number.
Well yea the test was easy,but I kinda think that I’ll fail the Math part cos I suck in Math and y’all know that,if there’s one trait that I’d like to get for being Asian,that would be the ”Mathematical talent” okay .
The proctor let us out at exactly 5:46 and hoooraah.
Had a break at McDonald’s with dad.
This day is IDK I think I’m gonna pass and think I’m gonna fail due to the Mathematics part oh good lord help me I wanna pass:T
Tonight I didn’t go out cos someone locked the gate ugh that ruined my night so I just sat near the wall then BAM *megalomania attack.
OH THIS IS ITTTT SHIIITTTT THE DAY HAS COME.
I DIDN’T EVEN STUDY BUT GOOOD FUCKIN LUCK TO ME.
*Plays Swine repeatedly
*Suddenly finds self.
*Suddenly sees hope,HOPE.
*Lyrics aren’t related but Gaga’s voice is just,just TOO powerful to inspire moi.
So tomorrow I’ll undergo this USTET thing.
Yea some college stuff again,I kinda think this is my LAST chance cos I know I didn’t do well on the other exams ughh wish me luck.
Lmao I woke up at 6AM today,late cos I told Len that I’ll drop by her crib at five;nao we walked to Verm’s neighborhood and walked around and around and around then ate salt bread (which I haven’t tasted for the past months).
PLOT TWIST: After I burned calories,I went home and ate like two buckets of rice :(
And this is me before my USTET.
Lord,god help me,I know I did nothing right but please help me this time.
Btw,I found something new in my closet.Didn’t appreciate that one before.
Okay I’m a teen who loves to sleep all day but actually loves to stay up all night (YEA NIGHT TO DAWN) reason why I love sleeping all day.
So here’s a sneak peek of how I normally spend me nights. (Friday & Saturday nights normally)
1.Sometimes I fry random ”fryable” stuffs down the kitchen and make it my midnight snack.
2.If I’m too lazy to fry random stuffs,I normally sneak sum Cheetos,Doritos or anything crunchy in the fridge. THERE MUST REALLY BE SOMETHING TO SOOTHE MY TONGUE. FOOD SOOTHES IT.
3.It’s either I spend my night watching horror flicks or some Disney shits (no I didn’t mean to call it shit,”shit” is my substitute for the word ”cool”) inside my room (WITH FOOD) or spend my night on Tumblr and Twitter or watch Gaga’s old performances + interviews again and again and again.
4.Sometimes I watch old flicks too,when I say old yea I sort of mean those vintage films but not that vintage (cos some are boring Idk no offense) I watch films from the 80’s-70’s nah I’m not a hippie but I’m really stuck with the old stuffs but DON’T call me a hippie.
5.I normally take photos of me (Yea I have megalomania) and how I spent another beautiful night. Last night were these:
6.Some nights I just feel like throwing a party for myself yea like I dance alone with low music cos they might hear.
7.Some nights I just feel like collecting everything from my closet and match ‘em/pair ‘em with random clothes cool cos they turn fab.
8.Some nights I watch anime or Family Guy or some random seasons from random shows.
9.I always ALWAYS enjoy stargazing,I do this every night (except when my anemia shit (this time I mean this word) is attacking or when it’s cloudy or when it’s raining.
Next year,I’m plannin to have my detachable roof or my mini observatory LOL JK.
Okay so these are just some stuffs I do during night/dawn when my eyes are the only ones blinking and alive.
So yea,rain is still pouring down GREAT way to watch random films inside my newly cleaned and oh so coold room.
I sometimes wish I have a detachable roof or like a mini observatory inside my room ya know,for easier ”stargazing time”.
Okay I’m going back to me room or shall I say, my mini Newyork,Newyork.
(PS: How many times did I mention my room in this entry?)
Hi so tonight I was about to upload this shit on my Facebook account but thanks to a fashion expert named,Ten Ten Chicken Nugget,I changed my mind.
STILL NO UFOs.
Nahh this isn’t actually my first stargazing night (to be honest this is my Xth) it’s just my first time to write my stargaze night here on my blog heh lazy teen problem.
I’m enjoying the rainy night rn. <3
Ahh the rain is pouring hard REALLY hard.
Time for coffee + books or classical music or yea Tumblr.
This is how I spend this stype of weather everytime.
OH YAH LOOK I HAVE CHEETOS.
It’s been a while since I last posted stuffs here in my private bloggy..but hey.
Things are currently stressin me out right now (yep cos I’m undergoing UPCAT review) geez wish me luck:”(
I’ll be posting new things as soon as I finish this shit (OOPS) so yeah adios.
FIRST OF ALL I’M NOT DOING THIS BECAUSE I HAVE FAILED GRADES.
THE TRAINING WAS HARD SO I AM ONLY PUTTING SOME MILD SCENARIOS HERE ON ME BLOG.
(I was absent lolz)
God damn it! I was late so I have to do the duck walk first thing in the morning! it was hard cos the area was so big and the moment I thought it’s OVER they said that I have to do another one so I was like ”Oh no I’m gonna puke here,I’m gonna puke” after that,we did some exercises again which made my body feel shocked ‘bout everything also my eyes are hurt because of too much sunlight so I was like the first day is the end day for me.
I failed the tests cos everything written on my tickler is a big mistake,I mean they changed it when I wasn’t able to go to the training camp HUHUHU.
It was fun tho,I almost cried when they asked us the crawl like a snake (hands at the back + drop then crawl) haha imagine that.After that they asked us to do a human pyramid and I was beside Risialyn and we were like ”OH MY FUCKING GOD I CAN’T BREATHE” haha .
They also asked us to stay on top of the table and when someone falls the game is over (oh I called it a game). By the way,the other consequence
was to remove something from your body. (Poor Joko cos he was just wearing his boxer shorts)
Our assignment was to bring the stuffs needed for military wine (EEK!) and fat worms,cat or dog poop and crashed whiskey bottle.
Damn this day was too exhausting yet fun,I’m also having deep thoughts ‘bout perusing this thing I entered.
I woke up early and went to school early..I was like ”oh yes my body is already aching and I still don’t know if I can manage to walk but hell yeah I started this shit so Imma end it” (Do I sound ghetto?) twas cool cos it’s 3am and the stars+ the moon is with me while going to school and you’d love the view on SMSI’s rooftop. Ahh mountains+cool breeze+night birds (or bats EEK) city lights,quiet town.
This day was very tiring like the other day..I will just skip some parts due to the ”military secrecy” thing.
So we went under a ”psychological test” and yo it was really FUNNY.Yep really FUHHNYY.
The crashed bottle? we were asked to jump on that..only to know that it is fake. The poop? they asked us to bring that so we’ll think that we’ll actually touch the fuckin poop inside the bowl but the real thing is,they asked us to place our hands inside the fuckin bowl only to touch le bananas (which you’ll think are poop) it was cool cos they were having a great way of thinking HAHAHA. And we all did this while blindfolded so it really is scary.
Yah, I forgot ‘bout the military wine,we drank that and everyone was like ”oh shit we gon barf” but you can’t just barf somewhere else cos you have to lick your own barf if you do,also,you’re not allowed to drink water if the commandant didn’t ask you to do so..it’s a mortal sin for ‘em.
We also did the candy passing thingy..you have to pass the candy ”via mouth to mouth” ahaha.
My favorite part was when our instructor asked us to blind fold ourselves then turn around two hundred times and everybody was tumbling down OHYEAAAAAAAH. (everything I write down here sounds fun,why)
ONE HUNDRED SQUATRAS.ONE HUNDRED PUSH UPS.ONE HUNDRED MOUNTAIN CLIMBING.ONE HUNDRED ETC. HARD…
this is the part where I’m slowly dying because it is hard,hard as fuckk.
In our lesson room,they thought us lotsa things..like carrying people,giving first aid,bandaging and more useful.
Okay too tired to tell everything .. the pictures gon tell it Wackeldoo..
My favorite part was when they asked us to spit our saliva inside the plastic cup and then they asked us to drink it. (you see it always looks like it’s fun when I write sumthin serious)
Last day! thank you for changing my perception about everything,this training was the hardest yet the most wonderful shit I entered,every single minute (which I didn’t write here) is unforgettable and extremely EPIC.Thank you guys for teaching me lots of things and making me experience things that are extraordinary for a teen GAL like me. Thank you so much . *Sends love* xoxo
This day was a big challenge for me cos I dunno how to swim haha.We went to Mc Donald’s with sir Duran to celebrate! oh how I wish these were my classmates.I will miss ‘em so much.. friendly people and officers haha PAK ONE PAK ALL. I love you guys together we’re GRANADA.
I would like to share this dream I had earlier.No why share,I just want myself to remember this in the future.
I was biking around town when I saw this empty lot,it was a very quiet place and there is a tall tree and a small pond inside it. At the back of the pond and that tall tree (Which I think looks like an Apple tree but it is not clearly stated because in my dream,the tree had no fruit) is a field,a grass field,tall grasses are around me as I went there biking.
It was very surprising because at the very moment that I entered this grass field,I think I discovered a paradise (No not Narnia) there were unknown species of animals around and what creeps me the most is these animals are ten times bigger than they are in real life. ( I remember seeing big chicks,big peacocks,a big green snake and a big dead crocodile)
When me and my bike reached the end of the grass field,I saw a gigantic wooden gate and entered there,there were youths who welcomed me happily and I quickly find some team (Yu kno group of friends) and asked them about the place.
I was so scared because one person from my dream told me that the field I entered was a ”one way in no way out zone” and that person told me that I was very very wrong when I decided to enter that field,that big wooden gate,the person also stated that he’s been staying there for four years already and can not figure the way out.
I started crying and crying because my parents think I’m dead or I vanished quickly and no one could save me because that lot is hidden.
This dream is so mysterious. HOHO I enjoyed the dream tho.